Efy Gisella
Saturday, October 30, 2010 4:00 PM



Happy birthday , kak mimy . May your wishes all come true & may always happiness filled in your life. I LOVE YOU ALOT & ABG FAI TOO  & IMELDA .
Never i forget all of you even i got nothing to do with him anymore :)

So yesterday was a blast . Awesomeeeee time I had . 
I did disappoint the boy because the stupidness thing that ive done yesterday but im so sorry . I just cant help it . Promised its gonna be my last and for all.
I miss you badly , Muhd Ridzuan.

& its gonna be FIRST NOVEMBER sooooon ; Hurry Hurry :)



Thursday, October 28, 2010 9:38 PM



Im sorry for being at worst . Im sorry for being stupid , at times. Im sorry that i couldnt be the best for you.
& Im sorry ive caused you troubles.
Bottomline ; i know im a troublemaker .

We had a stupid arguments just now & i dont know why or what makes it started off.
I was touched afterwhich ive received his text saying that ; im priceless for him . I felt like im an important person for him . Well , guys. What do you expect . They just love saying sweet stuffs to girls. 
But honestly , im having doubts on loving him because of something that i kept to myself & no one knows .
Give me a lil bit time for me to adjust everything between us , <3 
Again , Im sorry for everything that happens today.
& im barely sorry for not picking up your calls just now before you're off to tekong.

Take care of yourself , love. & you know i'll always misses you much and i'll always behaved myself when you're away :)


& im so gonna graduate soon. In a few weeks time, i guess . I just cant wait to end school. Im too tired to go school and too tired waking up so damn early in the morning , just to dragged myself to school.



Sunday, October 17, 2010 12:21 PM



Sorry for the late updates , people. Am too busy with school/preparation for the renovating house and also with my loved ones too.
Hmm , let me see what should i blog about ; 
Life was good and school seems so boring days by days. & hella yeah my birthday's coming soon.
I swear , i hate to be seventeeen :)
Birthday , hurry hurry pleaseee <3

Yesterday was awesomee. Meet the boy and i didnt expect that he could drive due to___________. Only me knows about it. So , it shall be a little secret between me & the boy.
As usual , i was eager to meet him when comes to weekends. Know why ?
Because i missed him so much.
I <3 when it comes to weekends because that's the only date that i could meet him.
Now , i know what it feels like being with someone whom serving his National Service.
& yes i had a great time too last weekend with the boy & friends. Its so funny when i knew his friend's girlfriends. Small world , huh :)
I swear we really had a great time together , laughing our ass out non-stop.
Pictures are all on FB , people :)

Here are the people whom loves me for what i am & not for what i have. I <3 you , guys alot & thanks for being here with me at all time. <3 you guys much.


I LOVE YOU , PEOPLE :)


Lastly , i wanna thank to god that he allowed me to know this boy bit by bit.
& I just wanna thank to this boy that he's the one whom had really made me stand once more. I know ive been a bitch for the past years & now after i met him, i felt like its better for me to changed for the better and nomore flinging around. Thanks for making me what i am right now.
& hope things will just go smoothly between us & i'll just hope we could go on any further more. 
& im sorry for what happened yesterday and i know i shouldnt have involved you in my situation.
Im sorry , soldier boy <3
and lastly , I misses you much.


Wednesday, October 6, 2010 4:26 PM
Love was all i want


Im glad that im out from all those misery ive been suffering for the past three years. Yes , there were at times , we had good times together , but ive made a maturely decision by leaving him before things will get worst even.
I dont want to live my life with a player like him again and again.
He dont deserved my love , infact someone else does.
Dude , karma will strikes you back afterwhat you did behind my back.
You're such an arsehole and im hating you for that.
You think being a player is cool enough ? boy , grow up. Till when you wanna live with your player life.
Know what ; im just waiting for you to loved someone so dearly and yet that someone will ditched you , dude.
Trust me and karma will awaits you , pain ass boy.


Will be meeting soldier boy this saturday. Oh boy , i'll just hate weekdays. I'll be starting to miss him even more deeply. 
Ridzuan ...
A boy that never fails to make me laugh at all times.
A boy that always cheer me up when im down.
A boy never fails to be here with me always.
A boy that becames a stranger and suddenly became someone that ive treasured the most.
& lastly , Ridzuan..
Thanks for everything. You made me stand once more and you made me being a strong girl to face everything.


Sunday, October 3, 2010 5:53 PM
FUCK




Will be back as soon as possible :)


Tuesday, August 24, 2010 5:20 PM


Dear god , please protect that boy of mine.
Dont make him suffered too much because i cant bare seeing it.
He's being the best of all these all along & imma going get a new phone.
Waiting for his payday ((:
Ive been through alot of obstacles this month of Ramadhan & i just hope i can take things easy & not by using my ego.
I miss SCHOOOOL
& promise to be a good girl and as well as being a good student too.
Promised for this term , im going to do all my assignments and stop fooling around in school , okay babygirls ? (:


Sunday, August 22, 2010 3:06 PM


 Sometimes when things between us are going totally bad , i felt like giving up on you. But , you never failed to give up on me  , love.
Being with you , is always what ive wanted to be & now , im here trying a lil bit of changes by putting my ego aside & i'll just hope everything gonna be just the way we want things to be.
& i love you way much , boy.



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